The hot ones, get off on themselves- not nessisarily all over, they dont even have to be naked, and they can have peircings or tattoos... or not.- Im okay with between your legs and staying right there for now, and I think your okay with it too.- Even if the possibilities we talked about were more than possibilities, Im okay with just talking about them for now, even if there were more options.- Maybe the next step scares me- maybe Im scared of getting off- maybe not- maybe Im afraid of losing my inspiration- like it will all pop out in one big bubble of thought when an orgasm comes- and Im afraid I'll forget before I write it down- maybe Im afraid the possibilities will make new overwhelming ideas-because they're different ideas- maybe thats why I'm just writing about it. Chewing Ice... sex isnt that frustrating right now, it will be later- It'll be fucking angry- but Im okay with right now. Muse me like you said you I muse you. "put it in my hand and tell me how much pressure it takes to get you off..."