hey kids- drugs makes stupid smart thoughts

November 2004::::: I could find contentment in nothing to holy- or even in the dirt- the dirt I turn my thoughts over in- I know Im not a poet through my writing- theres nothing I've held so close to me- but truth is angry- lies that never knew the words- i want to show everyone- that I dont care to much for anything-I've never felt so much of others anger- and still remained so nuetral- (sic) for effect:- dope hurts, kids.... influences: teenaged angst, methanfedamines, pills, pink floyd, angry step fathers...