truce?
You said: this is why I hate you
No I won’t explain, and yes I could if I wanted to
that’s reason enough. no wonder you’re losing everyone
I disagree, I said, You lost me first, I’m just trying to be happy, I know I’m off...
“You changed”
I know. That’s a good thing right? You haven’t changed since I met you. Tell me, what the fuck have you learned from all this?
“I’ve learned to agree to disagree” he replied
Fuck! No, I’m saying, darling, walk in my shoes for a day
Relive my life; you were there for most of it Why disagree with me, why are you still here? And what’s your reason? Why haven’t you changed?
And your reply: I have reason I’m just not going to tell you, and yes, that still makes you wrong, you don’t deserve an explanation because I’m not man enough to admit it.
“But why, I’ve poured my heart out to you, I loved you, you tried to kill me, I deserve an explanation”
“You through the lamp at me!!!”
I disagree, I said, “I know you better that you know yourself, you asked for it, you like it rough, remember…”
“I know, but I’m wise, I speak 3 languages, more people love me that you, I can dance salsa, I can play guitar better than you, and I have a fake ID.”
And I reply: “I’m happy with here, and now, I’ve said it before, the dry and dull, laughter and music, learning from love, I hate you, I hate your resentment, yes I do like girls, remember? You liked that… I’m ok with not being better than you, steak and potatoes are fine every once in a while, I still eat off newspaper, I still eat my emotions, and cry in the closet, I’m still an alcoholic, I still want to live in a tree, I’m still a horrible dancer, I haven’t changed that much have I? The only thing that’s really changed is I’m not stupid enough to keep bending over backwards for something that will never change, I don’t love you anymore, I said I’m sorry, what more do you want from me?”
“Meow”
What the fuck is that sapose to mean?
"I still love you", he said , "I wont tell you why, because I don’t know, that’s reason enough."

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