STILL HERE

When the clouds ring themselves, throwing at us spears of water and forgiveness, to wash away all our sins. And all I see is moonlit fields and tree shadows. I'm not scared. I'm not hoping for anything. I'll always be here, and I will find you. Everything glows dark, shows me lost ambition, makes me wonder what I'm still doing here. I cant move. I wont let go if this moment. Even if it never gives me all the answers, when my life is flashing in front of me, weaving in and out, through the shadows, all the way around. And all I see is dark and hate; Hate for those who hate, hate for love, and everything that went wrong. For this moment, and all the things I see that I just cant place. Hate for nothing at all.