RIGHT HERE

Right here is where you raised me. Right here is where I changed. Where your words eat away at my mind. And the endless skies inspire me. Right here is where I hate you. Where I have nothing better to do then find ways to take me out of my mind, Make me like where I am, make me forget how you've hurt me, make me forget that I've forgotten who I am. Right here is where the world ends. Where every road you take will take you to the stars. And the skies are filled with crazy pinks and blues. Right here is where the sun is so cold. And everything is so grey. Where the rain cant save me anymore. Where the purple nights are so beautiful. And the sky is so round, I forget how alone I am. How trapped I feel, how much I've changed. How deep I've crawled inside myself. How I fall all over myself trying to find a way out. How the things that used to make me scream are gone, and how I miss them. I look at all my old pictures and remember what I used to have, and how happy I was to leave it. Now I'm crying because I miss it. And no matter how hard I care, things will never be the same. Right here is where I hate my life. Right here is where the poetry poisened my mind. I feel the words burning inside me. And when it comes out, and I see what I've done, it makes me love it here. It makes me hate myself because I'll always be here. Thinking about what my past could have been like, what my future might be like. And the only comfort I can find only makes it worse. Right here is so beautiful. I'd give anything to get away.