ALICIA

Pulling back the lines and layers. Of everyone else’s insecurities. I’ve been waiting to tell you this… About all our awkwardness. A philosophy worth remembering. It makes me sick to not think when I’m alone. I’m telling you… So now I’m talking to myself. An alternate ego. Or more imitation ego. Maybe. About something I forgot to remember. Lying in bed. Thinking about everyone but me who needs fixed. Even if its just to fix me. Im only talking to myself. You laying there. Thinking back to me and through me. Im stuck on whats around us. More outside than in. Then I think, at least I made a note of that. But its not what I need. -Make some ignorance. maybe a stiff drink and some clippers. A blue pen and a post it note. To remind myself. At least, I made a note of that…